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CHAPTER 16.
SNOWYY

FELICIA ONG
TainLin, Snowyy, sisters, pink, pink panter, hello kitty.
standing still, waiting round to see if its real.
on earth since 11November


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    Sunday, June 29, 2008

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    i'm really gng crazy,
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    BLABLABLA.,
    i simply HATE mylife can?!
    seriously, one day you'll see me in mental hospital.
    JESUSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.!
    i can't take this anymore T.T
    i wanna end my life
    end those painful torture.
    ohfuckkkkkkkkkkk.
    what am i suppose to do?
    or mayb, what CAN i do?
    i can't handle my life,
    jesus take over it.
    PLEASE.!
    i can no longer put up a fake smile,
    a brave front,
    a happy-go-lucky feelings.
    my soul's dying inside me.
    someone said i didn't cared for her,
    when i spent time planning things for her.
    OHFUCK.
    please THINKKK, did you; or SOMEONE
    realli did CARED for me?!
    do you fucking know how i feel?
    try putting urself in my shoes.
    when someone ask me y i so emo,
    i'll tell them.
    BUTBUTBUT, after tht they'll giv a hackcare attitude.
    FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!
    whatever i do, WHATEVER!, will be wrong.
    today i'm not gng to strike out my words,
    not gng to put th size as the smallest.
    i wan th whole world to know how i'm feeling now.
    (but i hope your wouldn't ask me wat happened,
    cause i dun lyk talking facetoface. i feels uncomfortable.)
    mayb i should learn from my mistakes?
    but everything i do is wrong!
    i fell down.
    &couldn't get up,
    this will be my last post.,
    i will post again, until finally
    something happens.
    i promised not to cut myself,
    mayb other things..

    if i'm dreaming, someone please wake me up now.! but it's too real to be just a dream..

    Saturday, June 28, 2008

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    used to be so crazy,
    ---
    i learned backstroke todayyyy
    keep on swallowing th water..
    GROARS, no nid eat dinner alr .______.
    blablabla, stupid coach postpone my test to augst.
    DDDDDD;
    stupidsutpidstupid!
    DUH. x)
    i saw dis story in shazwani's blog.
    &shall share it wib everyone x)
    (opps, sorry shawzani;!)
    ther, it's super toucing x)
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    On my wedding day, I carried my wife in my arms. The bridal car stopped in front of our one-room flat. My buddies insisted that I carry her out of the car in my arms. So I carried her into our home. She was then plump and shy. I was a strong and happy bridegroom.


    This was the scene of ten years ago.The following days were as simple as a cup of pure water: we had a kid,I went into business and tried to make more money. When the assets were steadily increasing, the affections between us seemed to ebb. She was a civil servant. Every morning we left home together and got home almost at the same time. Our kid was studying in a boarding school.Our marriage life seemed to be enviably happy. But the calm life was more likely to be affected by unpredictable changes. Dew came into my life.



    It was a sunny day. I stood on a spacious balcony. Dew hugged me from behind. My heart once again was immersed in her stream of love. This was the apartment I bought for her. Dew said, You are the kind of man who best draws girls eyeballs. Her words suddenly reminded me of my wife. When we just married, my wife said, Men like you, once successful, will be very attractive to girls. Thinking of this, I became somewhat hesitant. I knew I had betrayed my wife. But I couldn t help doing so. I moved Dew's hand aside and said, You go to select some furniture,OK.? I ve got something to do in the company. Obviously she was unhappy, because I had promised her to go and see with her. At the moment, the idea of divorce became clearer in my mind although it used to be something impossible to me.



    However, I found it rather difficult to tell my wife about it. No matter how mildly I mentioned it to her, she would be deeply hurt. Honestly,she was a good wife. Every evening she was busy preparing dinner. I was sitting together. Or, I was lounging before the computer, visualizing Dew’s body. This was the means of my entertainment.


    One day I said to her in a slight joking way, suppose we divorce, whatwill you do? She stared at me for a few seconds without a word. Apparently she believed that divorce was something too far away from her. I couldn t imagine how she would react once she got to know I was serious.



    When my wife went to my office, Dew had just stepped out. Almost all the staff looked at my wife with a sympathetic eye and tried to hide something while talking with her. She seemed to have got some hint. She gently smiled at my subordinates. But I read some hurt in her eyes. Once again, Dew said to me, He Ning, divorce her, OK.? Then we live together. I nodded. I knew I could not hesitate any more.When my wife served the last dish, I held her hand. I ve got something to tell you, I said.She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didnt know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want to divorce. I raised a serious topic calmly.



    She didnt seem to be much annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I m serious. I avoided her question. This so-called answer turned her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man!


    At that night, we didn t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer, because my heart had gone to Dew.



    With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. Sheglanced at it and then tore it into pieces. I felt a pain in my heart.The woman who had been living ten years with me would become a stranger one day. But I could not take back what I had said.

    Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer.


    A late night, I came back home after entertaining my clients. I saw her writing something at the table. I fell asleep fast. When I woke up, she was still there. I turned over and was asleep again.


    She brought up her divorce conditions: she didnt want anything from me,but I was supposed to give her one months time before divorce, and in the month s time we must live as normal life as possible. Her reason was simple: our son would finish his summer vacation a month later and she didnt want him to see our marriage was broken.



    She passed me the agreement she drafted, and then asked me, He Ning, do you still remember how I entered our bridal room on the wedding day?This question suddenly brought back all those wonderful memories to me.I nodded and said, I remember . You carried me in your arms , she continued, so, I have a requirement, that is, you carry me out in your arms on the day when we divorce. From now to the end of this month, you must carry me out from the bedroom to the door every morning.


    I accepted with a smile. I knew she missed those sweet days and wished to end her marriage with a romantic form.I told Dew(BITCH) about my wife's divorce conditions. She laughed loudly andthought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she does, she has to face the result of divorce, she said scornfully. Her words more or less made me feel uncomfortable.



    My wife and I hadnt had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. We even treated each other as a stranger. So when I carried her out for the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly, Let us start from today, dont tell our son. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for bus, I drove to office.

    On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. We were so close that I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadnt looked at this intimate woman carefully for along time. I found she was not young any more. There were some fine wrinkles on her face.


    On the third day, she whispered to me, The outside garden is being demolished. Be careful when you pass there.

    On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I seemed to feel that we were still an intimate couple and I was holding my sweetheart in my arms. The visualization of Dew became vaguer.

    On the fifth and sixth day, she kept reminding me something, such as,where she put the ironed shirts, I should be careful while cooking, etc.I nodded. The sense of intimacy was even stronger.I didnt tell Dew about this.


    I felt it was easier to carry her. Perhaps the everyday work out made me stronger. I said to her, It seems not difficult to carry you now. She was picking her dresses. I was waiting to carry her out. She tried quite a few but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, All my dresses have grown fatter. I smiled. But I suddenly realized that it was because she was thinner that I could carry her more easily, not because I was stronger. I knew she had buried all the bitterness in her heart.Again, I felt a sense of pain. Subconsciously I reached out a hand to touch her head.


    Our son came in at the moment. Dad, it s time to carry mum out. He said.To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had been an essential part of his life. She gestured our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face because I was afraid I would change my mind at the last minute. I held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom,through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally.


    I held her body tightly, as if we came back to our wedding day. But her much lighter weight made me sad.On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step.Our son had gone to school. She said, Actually I hope you will hold me in your arms until we are old.I held her tightly and said, Both you and I didn t notice that our lifewas lack of such intimacy.I jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my decision. I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door. I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I won t divorce. I'm serious.




    She looked at me, astonished. The she touched my forehead. You got no fever. She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry,


    Dew, I said, I can only say sorry to you, I wont divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn t value the details of life, not becausewe didnt love each other any more. Now I understand that since I carried her into the home, she gave birth to our child, I am supposed to hold her until I am old. So I have to say sorry to you.Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into cry. I walked downstairs and drove to the office.When I passed the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet for my wife which was her favorite. The sales girl asked me to write the greeting words on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out everymorning until we are old."

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    heehes, arent tht toucing?
    hope you guys enjoy it ;}
    okay, i'm not gng to be soooo emo anymore(?)
    ormayb i'll trytrytry real hard x)
    cause i've thought abt wat daddie said last night,
    no use being sad, no use crying, no use worring.
    i only hav to solve them onebyone.
    thanks daddie x)
    you rocks my socksssssssss.!
    hahas,
    if tht happens again. i might as well die ._____.
    ok, crapps xP
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    tag replies
    ky: lols, boliao xP thanks anw, rubbish man ;\
    LYNN: BYEBYE LYNN x) hahas, stay happy yea x)


    Friday, June 27, 2008

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    those hand written,
    ---
    today's npcc training's th slackest x)
    blablabla.
    kinda boring at parts too ;\
    blablabla.
    got my road safety badge.!
    YEAYYY x)
    but tht means i've to buy crime prevention badge alr ._.
    zzz
    ---
    some sucker out ther spoil my mood again.
    KNN.
    i hate you i hate you i hate you.!
    ohfuxkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.!
    whateverr,
    ---
    i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you!
    knn, i shall block tht person.
    fuxking get out of my life.!
    ---
    tag replies
    Camilla: happyhappy x)

    Thursday, June 26, 2008

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    what am i to you?
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    HAPPY 1YEAR &SIX MONTHS LAOPO.!

    ---
    mr neo changed our seats.
    _|_.!
    ---
    everytym after making me smile;
    you tend to make me frown again.
    wat's so fuxking wrong with you?!
    y does you hav to mention her whenever we're chatting?!
    i only wans to noe,
    wat am i to you?
    can't u be a lil bit more normal lyk others?
    ohfuxk, i'm gng mad all because of you.

    ---
    i'm nt in th mood.
    sorry guys for improper post;}

    tag replies
    Luciferzz :DD : thanks ;}

    Wednesday, June 25, 2008

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    so close, yet so far away.
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    sch as per normal.
    in fact on th way to sch i was daydreaming:
    how i hope th schs can giv ur our freedom.
    &i really do mean freedom;
    lyk we can do anything we wan in sch.
    lolls,mission impossible ._.
    i'm being lame i noeeeeeeeeeeeee.
    dhen lessons, blablabla.
    after school was NPCC.
    dry shooting yeayyyyyyyyyyyy! x)
    at first it was goddamn boring listening to th safety rules,
    blablabla.
    but when we get to try it out;
    i was lyk" WOOOOOOOOO, dis's cool x)
    dhen blablabla.
    today came one new, sec3 T.O
    Ms Foo.
    i dun really lyk her;\
    &&today yanbo sir damn fierce hor!
    bus(-ed) back to school, get our scoldings.
    (&we're gng to die on fri DD;)
    changed &went back home.
    not reallireallirealli fun, but it's fun x)
    okay, tht'll be all for todayyyy.
    GOODBYE ;)

    tag replies
    Xianglingg ;DD :hahas, thanks x)
    Lynn: npnp ;D
    Wesley: okiedokie ;) ._.
    Camilla: weeee.! arigatou! x)

    Tuesday, June 24, 2008

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    你已经远远离开,我也会慢慢走开
    为什么我连分开都迁就着你.?
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    lessons as pernormal ;}
    no form class.!
    yeayyyyy x)
    went straight to CME at dnt blk ther.
    mr jamil was telling us ghost story.!
    hehes, so good cannnn x)
    blablabla.
    dhen at assembly, yanqi was telling me tht my hair's brown
    dhen got one teacher call me to bund up my hair
    cause too long..
    GROARS.!
    siaoorwat ._.
    blablabla.
    NPCC was supersupersuper,
    boring today.
    was zihigh-ing wib camilla until i cannot take it.
    hahas ;}
    blablabla.
    ---
    tag replies
    Eugene: hahas, dun lyk tht larhhhhhhhhhh.
    sierra <33: style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">okaies x)
    ♥LOVELY: nvmnvm, it's ok marmiie ;}
    Luciferzz ;DD : hahas, i purpously sarbo u one x) cause u veh lazy.! x)
    leexiaoyu: thanks, erjieee ;} today my mood good. lols.!

    Monday, June 23, 2008

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    Camilla,Yanqi,Andre at my houseee.
    they are sososo much loved by mememe x)
    not forgeting xiangling &xiaoyu.!
    ---
    yupps, MONDAY BLUESSSS.
    oklarhs/
    actually nt so blue; lols!
    cause i get to meet my darling girlssss x)
    okay, lessons.
    blablabla.
    after school, went home lyk a guud girl x)
    blablabla.
    dhen at ard 4plus(?)
    Yanqi msg(-ed) me tht she's on 302 alr;
    so i went down to fetch Yanqi &Andre
    went up, &Camilla came after a short while.
    we start scanning things &at th same time
    joking around ;}
    blablabla?
    &no idea how.
    we chat until dabian ther x)
    hahas &we laugh lyk no government.!
    hahas.!
    at ard 7plus, Camilla went home first.
    dhen after awhile, followed my Yanqi &Andre.
    ---
    YEAY, i love todayyyy x)
    they said my moma veh guud
    & my moma said tht they were good too.!
    oh good ;}
    "liang quan qi mei"
    hahas.
    bathed, &i came out surprise to see a msg from ZhenHui.
    &guess wat he say?
    "where's my lollipop? "
    ._. DUH.
    i totally forget about it,
    lols.!
    ---
    okay, hab to start doing my CME now ;}
    ps, i shall do my history tmrrrrr.
    x)
    before tht, i shall do th quiz saboed by marmieeee ;}
    && i've alr do th quiz before ._.
    nvm, i shall do it againnnnn.!
    ---
    Instructions:
    -Remove one question from below and add in your personal question.
    -Tag 8 people in your list and list them out in the end of the post.
    -Notify them in their tagbox that he/she has been tagged.
    -Whoever has the tag,will be blessed :DD

    1. Describe the holiday you are having now.
    -same thing, i badly need HOLIDAY EXTENSIONS.!

    2. What do you want most?
    -i wanna pass my mathematics &HOLIDAY EXTENSIONS.!
    &mayb, i nid someone to love ;}

    3. Who do you admire the most?
    -i'm nt gng to telll x)

    4. Do you hate your friends sometimes?
    -yea, but depends ;}

    5. Are you afraid of death?
    -of course.! i'm still so young naos.! hahas

    6. Whats is your goal for this year?
    -able to pass all my subjects &promote to sec3 ;\

    7. Do you believe in first sight?
    -ehhhhhs, mayb? idk x)

    8. Do you believe in eternal love?
    -idk, mayb?

    9. What are you dreading the most this year?
    -idkidkidkidk.! stupid qns ;x

    10. Have you been dumped by your girlfriend/boyfriend before?
    -of coursee ._.

    11. Whats the purpose for living in this world?
    -i live jus for th sake of living.
    (hey, i've got no live you see;}

    12. What if you lost someone special?
    -i'll cry lyk SHIYT, &hunt for tht person ;c

    13. Who would spend the most of your life with?
    -family members, darling friends, blablabla ;}

    14. Who do you think is the most important in your life?
    -family,
    -friends.
    -everyone i loveeee ;}

    15. Do you have a crush right now?
    -erms, yesnoyesnoyesno? idk x)

    16. What do you wish right now?
    -i can faster finish up dis quiz &do my cme ._.

    17. What makes your life worthwhile?
    -humans tht i loveee x)

    18. What comes to your mind right now?
    -lovely ._. thanks marmie for saboing me ;}

    19. Whats your favourite colour?
    -PINKPINKPINKKKKKK.!

    20. Whats your favourite food?
    - ._. ton&ton&tons.!

    The eight people i wanna sabo are:
    i dun think my friends wanna do th same quiz again ._.
    so i shall try to think of namesss ;}
    1. Benjamin.N
    2. Eugene.Y
    3. Sierra.L
    4. T.Lynn
    5. KuanYiou
    i can't think anymore., i'm tired DD;
    th rest, you guys can do if you wan ;}
    enjoy &
    GOOEBYE ;}

    tag replies
    lovely: heys marmiie ;} thanks for saboing x)

    Saturday, June 21, 2008

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    永不消失的彩虹,
    hav my dream come true?
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    SCHOOL'S GNG TO START TMR.!

    ohmyGAWD.!
    it's a nightmare -.-
    jesus,! holiday too shorttttttt.!
    ZZZ.
    okay,
    at ard 9plus;
    my phone start vibratinggggggggg.
    GROARS!
    tht's early can.!
    thanks to ziying.........
    i can't even enjoy my last day of waking up late -.-
    blablabla.
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    [Shannon:]
    Do, Do you got a first aid kit handy?
    Do, Do you know how to patch up a wound?
    Tell me,
    Are-are-are-are you are you patient,
    understanding?
    Cause I might need some time to clear the hole in my heart and I
    all
    I've tried every remedy
    And nothing seems to work for me

    [D. Woods:]
    Baby, (baby)
    This situation is driving me crazy
    And I really wanna be your lady
    But the one before you left me so

    [Chorus:]
    Damaged, damaged
    Damaged, damaged
    I thought that I should let you know
    That my heart is
    Damaged, damaged
    So damaged
    And you can blame the one before
    So how you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it?
    How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it?
    (Baby, I gotta know, what you are gonna do, baby?)
    How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it?
    (Baby, I gotta know, what you are gonna do?)
    How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it?
    (Baby, I gotta know, what you are gonna do?)

    [Andrea:]
    Do, Do you got a first aid kit handy?
    Do, Do you know how to patch up a wound?
    Tell me,
    Are-are-are-are you are you patient,
    Understanding?
    'Cause I might need some time to clear the hole in my heart and I

    [Aubrey:]
    You try to gain my trust
    Talking is not enough
    Actions speak louder than words
    You gotta show me something
    My heart is missing some pieces
    I need this puzzle put together again

    [Chorus]

    [All:]

    Can you fix my h-e-a-r-t?
    Cause it d-a-m-a-g-e-d?
    Can you fix my h-e-a-r-t?
    Tell me are you up for the challenge
    Cause my heart is

    [Chorus:]

    Damaged, damaged
    I thought that I should let you know
    That my heart is
    Damaged
    So Damaged
    And you can blame the one before

    Damaged, damaged
    I thought that I should let you know
    That my heart is
    Damaged
    So Damaged
    And you can blame the one before
    So how you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it?
    How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it?
    How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it?
    How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it?

    My heart is
    Damaged,
    Damaged,
    Damaged

    My heart is
    Damaged,
    Damaged,
    Damaged

    My heart is
    Damaged,
    Damaged,
    Damaged

    My heart is
    Damaged,
    Damaged,
    Damaged

    My heart is
    Damaged
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    okay, tht's all for today ;}
    i hopehopehope tht there woulnd't be much homeworks when school reopen. ;\
    GOODBYE everybody ;}

    tag replies
    Camilla: ahahas, npnp x)
    zhicong: lols.! hahas, yea. it's my longest post;\
    && my post's gng to become lesser &lesser. all thanks to school.

    ♥tainlin updated, 22june08. 13:39


    okay, woke up at ard 9plus.
    got ready dhen went over to camilla's house.
    ran into xiangling &yanqi below cam's flat
    they walk wrong side -.0
    so we went up together,
    &waited for more then 2hrs before xiaoyu came ;O
    went down to buy things(food)
    blablabla.
    dhen we start crapping in camilla's house ;\
    hehes, damn fun can.!
    after we had enough fun;
    we finally start x)
    butbutbut,
    we start crapping again.
    hahas.
    ILY girls x)
    blablabla.
    i lyk th part when xiangling become th ghost xDD
    hahas.!
    th only word i can use to describe today is,
    funfun & more fun.!
    ;x
    okay, went home at ard 6.
    blablabla.
    okay, now i shall do th quiz from Eugene dii ;}

    Instructions : Remove one question from below and add in your personal question. Tag 8 people in your list, and list them out in the end of the post. Notify them in their chatbox that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the test has a blessing from all. ~ Start Here ~

    #1 Describe the holiday that you are having now .
    - i've not enjoyed enough; i nid EXTENSIONN.! ;O

    #2 What do you want the most now ?
    - holiday extension -.-

    #3 Who is your Boyfriend/Girlfriend ?
    - erhems, i'm single ;B

    #4 Do you like school?
    -of course, NOT.! x)
    okay larh. depends,}

    #5 Are you afraid of death ?
    - of course.! i'm still young ;O

    #6 What is your goal for this year ?
    - able to pass all my subjects, especially mathematics &promote to sec3.

    #7 Do you believe love in first sight ?
    - a lil bit? hahas.

    #8 Do you believe in eternal love ?
    - idk ;\ mayb(?)

    #9 What are you dreading the most this year ?
    - pass my mathematics,!

    #10 What do you enjoy the most ?
    - i enjoy crapping ;} &&&, holidays.!

    #11 Have you done anything to your admirer ?
    - i forgot;\ mayb(?)

    #12 What do you hope for ?
    - $_$ &&, lyk i said. HOLIDAY EXTENSION.!

    #13 Do you cherish every friendship of yours ?
    - of course.! ;}
    butbutbut, provided tht my fren cherish it too ;}

    #14 Who would you probably spend the rest of your life with ?
    - my parents(?) how i noeeee.! -.-

    #15 What to you think is the most important thing in your life ?
    - everybody i love ;}

    #16 Do you find life meaningless ?
    - Sometimes. ;B

    #17 What do you live for ?
    - i live jus for th sake of living.
    (i've got NO live,)

    #18 What if you lose someone close to your heart ?
    - I will cry like shit &commit suicide(?).
    or mayb i'll hunt for tht person ;\

    #19 Do you have a crush right now ?
    - i'm nt gng to tell ;O

    #20 What do i wish for now ?
    - Everything i've wish for to come true ;}

    Sabos :

    `Camilla.P
    `L.YanQi
    `N.XiangLing
    `L.XiaoYu
    `Brendon.C
    `Elton
    `Wesley.T
    `S.zhicong

    hohoho, okay.
    that's all for today ;}
    GOODBYEEEEEEE.

    tag replies
    yc =D :hahas, thanks x)
    Luciferzz: lols.! u old liao larhs xp
    Eugene: heysheys, dii ;} thanks ;O
    YANQI: hahas, WOOOO. thanksss x)

    Thursday, June 19, 2008

    okay, i shall bored you wib my super long post today ;D

    16 june
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    -- 0930, met relatives at interchange.
    &th first place they went is, TOILET -.-"
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    --blablabla, then train(-ed) down to Bedok.
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    --tht's my uncle O_O
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    --aunt's hand on th cow's head x)
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    --ziying's leg &my sneaker O_O
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    --our heartsss;}
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    --this guy, idk who. sleep until his mouth open so big xDD
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    --granny &mummy
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    --getting crazy on th bus to jetty ;}
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    --waiting for th boatttt x)
    finally! i appear tall when wib ziying xD
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    --th boats. &mummy said it's nice. -.-"
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    --th uncle collecting money -.-"
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    --YEAY.! reach ;}
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    --woooo, nicenice ;}
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    --awww. mummy look,! ziying styled her hair.! x)
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    --aren't he cute? ;O
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    --outside th first temple we went to.
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    --DURAINSSS.! ;x
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    --getting a lil too high while my relatives are praying ;}
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    --there's a nest over ther ;}
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    --there's a "white-beak" bird over ther ;x
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    --my relative who took ten years -.-"
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    --flowerrr ;}
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    --we rented dis van ;O
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    --started fooling around again at th thid(?) temple.
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    --a bird nest behind th temple wib three eggs inside x)
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    --they are parrots ;}
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    --they caught a tiger swimming into ubin in dunno 1990wat.! ;O
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    --aunt say she wanna take photo for wanling's future project -.-"
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    --GOODBYE ubin ;}
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    --tht's my hand, my mummy &ziying's idea.
    lollollol!
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    --geeze, she's mad. ahahas ;}
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    --my hand ;} TWIST.!
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    --ziying's hand ;}
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    --bearbear club x)
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    --one of my relative ;O
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    --mummy kol me take derhs xDD
    on th boat gng back.
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    --oh i jus love th view so much ;}
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    --dis guy wanna suicide! hahas, jus jokinggg. he's fishing ;}
    lollollol!
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    --reach jetty alr ziying still dun wanna giv up x)
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    --on th way back at jetty;}
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    --bus(-ed) back.
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    --our legs on th double-decker bus xDD.
    &i'm treating it lyk i'm at home.
    lols.!
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    --i ate icecream;O
    YUMMY.!
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    --on th train, hahas. siao ;p

    arghs, finally.
    i uploaded all -.-"
    hahas, erms there's still somemore photos taken at unbin(again)
    th other time.
    but i can't find them ;\
    so i shall upload th photos taken yesterday ;D

    erms, yea.
    yesterday went to turf city.
    for dunno wat(my aunt call me to go derh)
    so here are th photos ;}
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    --camera testing at home ;B
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    --wanling went for th drawing competition -.-"
    after awhile sis came.
    blablabla.
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    --my "tea break".
    th biscuit's big uhs x)
    credics: sister as modle x)
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    --candid shot, hurhurs^^
    blablabla.
    played some games,
    dhen two horses came out! x)
    (specially for us to "touch" &"awe"at. & to take photos wib.)
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    --WOW ;} one of th horse is angry.! he/she jumped &stand &stamp ;O
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    --you see, he/she's stamping -.-"
    i did take videos of he/she's flared up ;D
    shall upload it next time along with other videos.
    okay, i shall continue. ;}
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    --other people wib th horsiee ;}
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    --ME wib angry horsie ;}
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    --mummy wib angry horsie ;}
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    --sister wib angry horsie ;}
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    --angry horsie close up ;D
    he/she's huge,warm,hard ;}
    dhen, evening falls.
    which means -->
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    --hahaha, i love evening skyyy ;x
    && while queing up for games,
    i saw dis boy wib extremely cute hair x)
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    --cute hair front view x)
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    --cute hair back view x)
    cute right?
    hahas, now we shall see his brother's hairstyle.
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    --tatata, side view see nt funny ;O
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    --gng home soon ;}
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    --me, sis follow by mummy ;}
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    --i'm trying to pluck th number1 out?!
    tht's wat mummy said -.-"
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    --sis; me ;}
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    --sis, me, mummy.
    my idea!! hohoho, x)
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    --erhem, my sis duapai? x)
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    --along with other numbers.

    all right. tht's all for today ;}
    (photos)
    i'm sure dis's gng to be th longest post i've?
    hahahas, okok.
    i shall continue wib todayy x)
    went to school, for npcc.
    thought i was late ;O
    waited for camilla.
    she didn't reply my msg nor ans my call T.T
    so i went in, thinking tht she might be inside alr.
    &&to my surprise, only two squard mates were sitting there.
    @$$%&^%*%#
    wake up so early for wattttttt -.-"
    dhen jiamin they all came frm upper sec.
    &went back to upper sec again.. .. ..
    daydreamed for awhile dhen camilla finally replied me ;O
    went out to find her,
    &who noes../
    suaysuay, i sit down for less dhen 10minutes
    mr lim came out from another gate -.-"
    -->"girl wat are you doing here? "
    -->SILENCE, thinking.
    -->"come follow me go in, i tell u wat to do"
    (for today's npcc)
    -->(suddenly blurt out)"huh, but i'm waiting for my fren.."
    -->(inturrepts)"nvm, come in come in."
    --> (Zzz, &followed in.)
    GROARS, &tht's was happened.
    go in help them put back everything in th art room.
    blablabla.
    was quite enjoyable when everyone cooperates larhs ;}
    we "PUSHHHH.!" tables together, scrape th glues off together,+++
    after all, our squard aren't tht bad ;}
    blablabla.
    scrap tht stupid glue until my hand choujin alr larh -.-"
    "cannot jus buy new one meh?!"(said by camilla for both th woods &th penknifes,)
    &i AGREE -.-"
    GROARS.
    swept th floor, blablabla.
    went home wib camilla at 11plus.
    &&before i forget,
    weiyue bought 12bottles of pink dolphin for us, FOC.
    hahas, he ate wrong medicience ;O
    &we came to dis conclusion;
    he became so gentlemen today because,
    HE'S TH ONLY BOY THER.! &he scared ltr we bully him.
    muahahaha ;D
    dhen blablabla ;}

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    --th bread they made.
    total 600 pieces,
    yea it's diff for them to toast it.
    &it diff for us to scrape off th glue below it too -.-"
    i stole these photos from zhicong ;O

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