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CHAPTER 16.
SNOWYY

FELICIA ONG
TainLin, Snowyy, sisters, pink, pink panter, hello kitty.
standing still, waiting round to see if its real.
on earth since 11November


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    poker face,
    Friday, July 30, 2010

    终于走到分岔路的路口,

    my internet has been down for 2 days,
    all thanks to singtel >:(
    so i've spent like 1 hour? trying to read all my notifications on my facebook.
    ^%&^$^$#

    i dont feel like photo spamming you people today.

    why am i making myself suffer?
    i already knew the answer 2 months ago.
    i know i can do it, it's just that i dont want to leave just yet.
    but now, i'll learn to keep my distance.
    let nature take its course,
    if we're not fated, then there's no use criyng over all these.
    it's not a mistake, we're just one step closer to happiness.
    to my mr right, to your mrs right.
    now, im letting you go.
    friend.

    from now on,
    Tuesday, July 27, 2010


    happy 16th birthday Camilla! :D
    mad love you! <3
    stay crazeh yea? :D
    *hugs!
    and you'd better be glad that i tahan till 12 and msg you on the dot! :P
    hahahahahahas :P

    omg! the rest of the photos are uploading super slowly! )':
    guess i'll upload them again another time, hmmpth )':

    flashback,
    Saturday, July 24, 2010

    我不想要一个人回忆,

    allow me to rant a little :\

    kkkkkkk,
    so i find some guys really disgusting.

    (1) they're so super duper despo for a girlfriend/attention
    that they will start to call girl names like "babe" "darling" "cutie" etc.
    and then they will go,
    "i miss you! you miss me too?"
    "gtg, please do miss me cutie!"
    "awww you're so cute! hugs!"
    "wish me luck babe!"
    and so on.
    EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

    (2)or those guys that will show off their so call "skills" infront of girls,
    thinking that they are really cool or what.
    (that is only when they actually suck at it but act like they're a pro)

    (3)& that include those guys,
    who like to act like some ChaoAhBeng (rebellious/ignorant kid).
    making a nuisance of themselves in public.

    okay some girls may think that they are sweet (in case 1), or cool (case 2 & 3).
    BUT.
    i think that they're only idiots (case 2 & 3).
    why dont they spent their time studying instead of trying to impress the girls?
    (as in those girls who obviously dont like them).

    dont you guys find them disgusting too?
    seriously what's with those guys? -,-'

    kkkkk, i know i very bitchy but im not referring to anybody.
    just some random thoughts :D
    no offence manxzxz! *twist!*
    but if you feel offended then yknowyknow,
    then you might be one of those annoying people LOL!
    LOL.

    oh andandand,
    tainlin sincerely wants to thank those people who help me click the requests,
    for my BakingLive in Facebook :D
    idk there are so many helpful people out there
    hahahahahahas! :D
    im not trying to pai your ma pi!
    as in seriously LOL :D

    Lucky's going back tmr.
    sad max)':

    kkkkk, done :D
    bye sweethearts! :D

    over there,
    Friday, July 23, 2010

    一个姓名遥远又熟悉
    朋友偶尔提起居然还在意

    it's school's (bpghs) 50th anniversary cum opening ceremony today :)
    we only have to report to school at 5pm for the celebration.
    so we've decided to go kboxing :D

    met Yanqi at 1230 at Lot1, followed by Xiaoyu and Camilla 
    and then headed to kbox.
    had super great time k-ing with them (Y)
    all i do was to ruin the song LOL :P
    andandand
    no matter how sad the songs are,
    if you sing with Camilla cfm will high one LOL
    my girls sing great! *wink*
    mad love them! (L)
    3hours of kboxing can totally kill! :\
    $8 each for 3 hours of kboxing is super worthy :P
    after that went to 7-11 to get some food/drinks.
    super pissed off by that uncle working there.
    his attitude sucks to the core,
    haven he heard of "customers are always right" ?
    ^#*^%^$*&^*&%#$^#
    the boss really should pok him lor >:(
    bused to school aftermath.

    the school's celebration feels like NDP -,-'
    went back home straight after that.
    shag max.

    Lucky's comming later on! :D
    yayeness!

    alrightyyyy, i've got photos to upload! :D
    so stay tuned people! <3

    yesterday,
    Wednesday, July 21, 2010

    天亮了 雨下了 你走了
    清楚了 我爱的遗失了

    two months ago, i had my worst nightmare.
    the clock strikes 04:36  and everything ended.
    just like a sweet dream turning into a disaster,
    a nightmare.
    because i still dosent want to leave.
    because, ily.
    -

    night study later on, pray hard i wont be late :\

    well, i cant really remember what happened in school today,
    all i know is that its super long and boring :O
    ohnonono,
    mt and mt read was great! :D
    watched "dragon wars".
    hmm, despite the fact that the dragons and co. are super duper fake
    it still really thrilling :D
    shall continue watching next lesson, yayeness! :D

    and i made a mistake, Lucky will only come tomorrow )':

    KKKKKKKKKKKK, BYE little ones im off to watch :
    呼叫大明星! <3

    grown up,

    感动越是深刻
    寂寞就越伤

    i look damn white on the above picture! :D (L)(L)(L)

    I SAW IT I SAW IT I SAW IT! ):
    my readers from double, sometimes triple digit become pathetic single digit! ):
    NOOOOOOOOO, people please come back to me! ):

    okayyyyyyyy, im updating so please dont ditch me ):
    i've got super cute vids to show you guys! :D  *grins*










    there's more on youtube :D
    super kawaii right! i also want to play! :\
    mad love jap! <3

    kkkk, so i have been watching 呼叫大明星.
    worth watching x100000000000! (cause there's the oh-so-hot! mike he <3 )
    reason why i didnt update this precious space of mine :|
    mad love BOYE! <3

    btw tomorrow Lucky will be comming over to stay for 3-4 days! :D
    supa miss him )':
    so, YAYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! :D

    kkkk, im done :D
    comment nice and click on my nuffnies <3s! :D

    annoying 4,
    Saturday, July 17, 2010

    直到眼泪它自己落下
    才发现骗不了自己
    其实很爱你


    4 in total.
    how annoying can some people be?

    2 are despo idiots, they should seriously go jump off a cliff.
    1 is super disgusting.
    1 is, totally speechless.


    taboleh tahan.
    fml x1000000000000.

    when i didnt reply you or answer your call,
    it simply means that i dont fucking feel like talking to you.
    so stop flooding me with those messages and phone calls.
    -

    night study was fun :)
    *thumbs up.

    met xiaoyu honeyyy @ 5pm :D
    she lost her ezlink card )':
    went to get my dinner at Lot1
    den mac.d for her dbl cheese burJER :D
    not long after her baby came and joined us :)
    slacked for awhile and headed to school.

    we were late for like 15mins?
    were told to wait for dm and the gate there.
    annoying.
    he only came at ard 0627 and scolded us.
    irritated.
    i finished my bubble tea before i even start studying.
    thanks uh dm )':
    and we didnt get to mark our attendence, tmd.
    idk how i survived the 3hours long night study,
    with only my chem and phy wrksht :D
    anw it was like mad fun la (Y)
    went home straight aft that.
    shag max.

    kkkkkkkk, done. BYE! :D

    i was just wondering if anybody even reads my blog -,-'

    on my own,
    Thursday, July 15, 2010

    现在学着去遗忘

    sorry for neglecting my blog :\
    school's uber tiring.

    i wanna reborn my fringe, $$$$
    need t get my contacts real soon, $$$$
    owe cousin $6, $$$$
    wanna go kboxing with sisters hell lots, $$$$
    new phone, $$$$

    ohmygoddddddd.
    $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

    i cant work! -/- my results )':
    $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

    why is nuffnang mia-ing on me!? )':

    btw night study tmr! <3

    kkkkkkkkkkkkk,updated and im off to viwawa! :D
    *WAVEWAVE :D

    just a friend.
    that's all tainlin, that's all.

    so what now,
    Tuesday, July 13, 2010

    they dont like me.
    they find me irritating.
    they look down on me.

    family? i rather i have none.

    fml,
    Monday, July 12, 2010

    hate two faces people -/-






    -
    still bookmarked?

    i dont wanna do this anymore.

    cant seem to make up my mind.

    why is it so difficult?






















    will you realise it if i disappear one say?
    or you'll hear from other people and noticed that im gone?








    urgh! fml x10000000000

    a little too late,
    Saturday, July 10, 2010

    tainlin, please admit it............

    huh?! what?

    admit that you're super afraid of something now!

    okkkkkkkkkk )':
    so i was looking through  my calender and noticed that...........
    O level is coming in 3(or lesser) months time!
    *shivers ): what should i do?!
    damn scared! 'cause i dun wanna retain )':
    flunk english maths science (3 most impt subject, fml) for my mye! )':
    dont wanna this to happen again! )':
    pray hard for my EOY and O level in October )':

    sunny side up,
    Friday, July 9, 2010


    alright, a proper update :D
    *winks!

    please ignore my previous post 
    cause i've change my mind again! :O
    no why.

    night study's mad fun (Y)
    cause the later it gets, the crazier we become! :D
    \m/!
    went there with a huge frown on my face, 
    but came back with a gigantic smile on my face & heart! :D
    mad love girls! :D
    (L)(L)(L)(L)(L)

    home to change aft school, den Yanqi's house.
    saw Andre otw there, and XiangLing was over there too!
    LOL like surprise or what?
    had some eggs (L)(L)(L) over there. 
    we went to sunshine place aftermath to get some food :D
    ( tainlin : faster ley, no time alr, i want go suntec
      yanqi xiangling : *look at me, blur. then suddenly burst out laughing.
      andre: hahahahaha! okay, we pon night study go suntec! )
    met Camilla and we headed back to school.
    (i dont understand why we have to be separated from the other classes -/-)
    the first hour was our, or rather my crazy time :D
    (Y)
    and believe it or not,
    my chem worksheet only left one qns to do! YAYEEEEEE :D
    (okay actually only got 6 questions -,-')
    BUT its super tough okayyyyyy! DONT PLAY PLAY!
    went home @ 9pm.
    i accidentally banged into Davis 2 times otw -,-'
    and he keep laughing at me!
    #%$^$&$^# TWO time only! )':

    kkkkkkkk, im off to bathe then lalaland! :D
    BYE LOVES! :D

    please click my nuffie! :D

    dont turn back,
    Thursday, July 8, 2010

    this is going to be the last, i promise.
    just let me pour everything out.
    go away if you think that im trying to attract attention here or anything.
    i dont need any comments.

    把泪擦一擦说结束吧.
    和他的童话放回书架, 就当回忆是张借书卡
    记录我的傻, 感情去了哪.
    有些人的心门钥匙只有一把.
    既然不是我, 我不会做假.
    说祝福的话我暂时没办法.
    放手是长大, 是伟大, 还是爱就得学潇洒?

    yesyesyes i got the message.
    crystal clear.
    just a beautiful dream isnt it?
    i've woken up from my dream and i have to go back to where i came from.
    didnt want to, but i have to.
    you can't blame me for falling in love with you right?

    dreams.
    wishes.
    dreams.
    wishes.

    just tell me straight if you want me to forget,
    if you want me to let go,
    or even if you find me a nuisance.
    just dont ignore me,
    dont pretend that you didnt see me,
    because that's not going to help.

    i can do it, just give me some time.
    promise that i'll leave you alone.
    *cross my heart.

    this is the last time.

    i'm not going to your profile every single day anymore.
    i'm not going to check if you're online every single time i come online anymore.
    i'm not going to open the conversation and stare at it like an idiot, waiting for you to talk to me anymore.
    i'm not yearning for miracles to happen anymore.
    i'm not going school early anymore.
    i'm not going to flood my wall with stuff relating to you anymore.
    i'm not making any secret codes ever again.
    i'm not going to cry anymore.
    i'm going to stop thinking of you.
    i'm waking up.
    i'm moving on.
    i'm not waiting anymore.

    one last time,
    543726, ily.

    off you go into that drawer, im locking it up for eternity.

    stupid girl,
    there's no fairytales, no forever, no promises.
    and of course, no miracles.

    smile.

    thanks for those memory,
    thanks for that beautiful dream.
    thank you a million, zillion, billion.
    for everything.

    learnt pretty much.

    i dont want any comment on this post please.
    if you've no idea what i'm talking about,
    then too bad.

    anyways, super thank girls for everything :)
    dont have to worry about me anymore :)
    (L)

    & happy 3rd month-sary to XiaoYu and her hubby :)
    last long (L)

    one last time, one last smile.
    does the word sorry heal a wound?

    looking away,
    Wednesday, July 7, 2010

    说了再见才发现再也见不到
    能不能就这样忍著痛泪不

    i just finished the whole stick(?) of Toblerone! (L)
    ohmygwadddd, im gona be fatfatfat ):
    im gng down to jog later........... NOT!
    wait long long only~ LOL

    kkkkkkkk, a short update :D
    tons & tons of homework lately >:(
    got see mount everest anot?! ROFL.
    i'll post the photos taken on school's fantasia SOON.

    2hours of Art can seriously kill -,-'
    English, ohmy D':
    Form class, heeeeeeexz! FUN! <3
    Emathematics, hellllllllllllllllllllll! ):

    daidi & cheat with (L)s during break.
    mad fun :D
    (L) you girls much much! :D

    ISP, teacher wasnt here.
    soooooooooooooooo.
    it's games time again with Camilla and Xiaoyu! :D
    super + duper + duper + duper + duper funnnnnnnnnnn! :D
    (L)(L)(L)(L)(L)(L)(L)(L)(L)

    my girls rock more than yours x10000000000! :D

    i wanna get new specs sooo badly! ):
    people come come donate $$$$$$$$$$! :D
    LOL.

    granny's operation.
    cross your fingers, toes, everything!
    &pray that she'll be alright :|

    ohohoh! and peopleeeeee!
    please tag and click on my nuffnang! :D
    (L) you guys laaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :X
    BYEEEEEEEEEEEE! :D

    take me along,
    Saturday, July 3, 2010

    想念变成怀念, 心动变成心碎
    偏偏还会关切, 你最后属于谁

    ohmygwaddddd, super sorry for neglecting my blog :|

    school fantasia was a big disappointment.
    was super boring and there's nothing to buy!
    but we have to finish spending the $10 coupon :|
    first time i have to brain storm on what to buy, rather than where to get the $$$
    LOL!
    wanted to go to the haunted house but have to wait super long,
    so we gave up waiting ):
    sad max.
    andandand!
    dm drop into the dunking machine! :D YAYEEE! :D
    when the emcee said tht it was dm's turn,
    everybody literally RAN there to see him drop into the pool of water! :P
    then there was this bunch of girls screaming:
    "mr tan! we love you!"
    FAINTS~ 
    confirm is never let him scold before one LOL!
    idk why he didnt drop when they press the button, so he jumped down instead.
    DISAPPOINTED! ):

    headed to Lot1 with Ziying and relative when the carnival(?) ends.
    jalaned, dinner, jalaned and home sweet home :D
    it's been sooo long since i ate pepper lunch! (Y)
    mad love :D

    my legs hurt sooo much that i cant walk straight now D":
    kkkkkkkkk, BYE PEOPLE! :D

    pssst: will upload the photos asap when camilla and kailin sent them over :D

    i super love to see your name appearing in my inbox :D
    543726

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