Sunday, June 29, 2008

i'm really gng crazy, --- BLABLABLA., i simply HATE mylife can?! seriously, one day you'll see me in mental hospital. JESUSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.! i can't take this anymore T.T i wanna end my life end those painful torture. ohfuckkkkkkkkkkk. what am i suppose to do? or mayb, what CAN i do? i can't handle my life, jesus take over it. PLEASE.! i can no longer put up a fake smile, a brave front, a happy-go-lucky feelings. my soul's dying inside me. someone said i didn't cared for her, when i spent time planning things for her. OHFUCK. please THINKKK, did you; or SOMEONE realli did CARED for me?! do you fucking know how i feel? try putting urself in my shoes. when someone ask me y i so emo, i'll tell them. BUTBUTBUT, after tht they'll giv a hackcare attitude. FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK! whatever i do, WHATEVER!, will be wrong. today i'm not gng to strike out my words, not gng to put th size as the smallest. i wan th whole world to know how i'm feeling now. (but i hope your wouldn't ask me wat happened, cause i dun lyk talking facetoface. i feels uncomfortable.) mayb i should learn from my mistakes? but everything i do is wrong! i fell down. &couldn't get up, this will be my last post., i will post again, until finally something happens. i promised not to cut myself, mayb other things..
if i'm dreaming, someone please wake me up now.! but it's too real to be just a dream..
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