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i can't prevent the tears from rolling down. But i faked a smile, preventing you from seeing my tears): i know your anwser already, it's just too obvious.

i felt so lost seeing you unhappy):

i'm not unhappy;no moodswings; not emoing today(:
just lost.(in case someone named lynn trys killing me)
LOL!
today maths lesson mrs toh come back):
she call us to go back to our seats
&i'm sitting RIGHT INFRONT OF HER!):
dhen she say i sometym listen sometym nev listen,
that's why some i noe some idk.
LOLS(:
yea after that went to camilla's house
along with JeeNee &ZiJing to do HomeEcon project.
dhen i went back sch to pass MrSiva th NYAA thingy,
ALONE): dhen went back up again to finish up our projects.
hav greatgreat fun ther(:
kept laughing LOLS!
reached home, did my MATHEMATICS homwork,
dhen bathed &onlined(:
idk how to do th maths narhs):
okay that's all for todayyyyyyyy.
GOODBYE(:

tag replies

Eugene: wher got?): didn't hearrr,sorry narhs.
Lovely: marmie ILY too(: we shall bully weiyang together! LOL.
Lynn: O_Oare you trying to cheer me up? lols(: thanksanw! you really made me smile(:

&&it dosen't matter to me anymore, but i still wouldn't give up.

camilla: idk): sorry but i love you too(:

szc still say it's gng to be fun ._________.
everytym i test jiu rain oneeeee ):
it's lyk so damn cold in th water narhs;!
but in th end i passed(:
yeayyeayyeay!

27th july
my mum dosen't love me at all):
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAMILLA TAOPOK;!
bleah(:
on your birthday we got egg relay
LOLS!
we waited for 1hr plus under th sun ):
STUPID NARHS, ppl keep on cutting in..
at first i didn't drop my egg,
but after i cross th line it dropped ;XXXX
so not counted; i'm damn lucky narhs :D
after tht trained to lot1 wib
camilla yanqi xiangling xiaoyu andre gabriel joshua zhiguang &nichloas.
(i think so..)
dhen meet mummy &relatives (:
hav dinner
dhendhendhen,
i bought my backpackkkkkkkkkkkk.
finally :DD
dhen ziying also buy LOLOLOL;!
went home after that.

28 july
nicholas's sick LOLS;!
school as per normal but it sucks totally ):
after sch hav maths retest, TOOTS;!
i'm gng to fail again ):
BLABLABLA.
after sch actually intended to go
&cut my hair one.
but mummy bring daddy go see doc
dhen i no moneyyyyy ._.
so in th end i went to nicholas house wib
camilla yanqi andre zhiguang chunho &joshua.
his house so smelly LOLS;!
after slacking for awhile went to cam's house/
she bathed, yanqi changed
we ate donuts &choc cakeeee (:
sonicesonicesonice;!
dhendhendhen.
went down, (intending to play volleyball)
but daddy want me to go home alr.
GROARS;!
so i went home ):
yeayeayeaaaaa.
i'm tired of typing alrrrrrrrrrrrrr,
some photos taken a zillion years ago shall do th talking (:


daddy bought this for $5 LOLS.


last tym my hand blueblack after playing volleyball ):


this lighter has a touchlight behind x) &it glows when u lit it up.


this's a ez-link card together wib cashcard. damn cool right):
my bro's. i also wannnnnnnnnnnnnnn._.


one can really go mad doing MATHEMATICS (:

e insane :DD


i bought this LOLS. cute right (:


ziying &gransmother (:


szc's a biantaiiii xP

Eugene: you better not x)
Lynn: thanks sister(: iloveyou narhhhhhhhs;!
Luciferzz: okay lo. winliaowinliao(: thanks anw.
xiangling: LOLS. yea(: relink you soon &thanks for "cheering me up"(:
Camilla: went &tagged back x) thanks.!
sierra: hahas it's okay. nxt tym tell me can alr;O LOLS. shall relink you asap (:
Rihaa: HEY babe(: IMY tooooooooo;(

you didn't even told me;!
sheknowssheknowssheknows!
y i only knew it frm her,
not you?!;c
fucklarhhhhhhhhhhhs ;c
i dun wan to cry, i can't cry.
&wat for i cry?!
i deserve it ;c
idk anything about you;c
&yet i'm so deeply inlove with you.
foolfoolfool;! i'm such a retard;c
i regretted sending those msges,
regretted asking you./
regretted wastin my time thinking about you;c
so wat are we?
not even friends;c
atleast, you didn't even treat me as a friend;!
jus stranger.
strangers who smile &chatted,
strangers who are soooo serious/
i'm such a fool; a failure, a retard.
i'm not meant to be on this earth,
aren't i?
u guys,
when u need me/
you look for me.
when you are happy,
your talked to me.
othertimes,
i'm kicked away,
thrown away,
tore away.
i'm usless arent i? ;\
you guys seriously don't need me;!
even if i disappear one day,
i doubt your will even realise.

JESUES, grant me one whish.
i want to disappear w/o anybody knowing ;c

Eugene, looYANQI: thanks for tagging;!
Camilla: sure, i shall tag you back soon (:
LOVELY: hello marmie;!
xinyi: will relink soon (: happy birthday;!

i said i love you,
& i mean it;c
but th only thing i did was to make you angry
&call you to help me buy drinks ;c
sorryyyyyyyy;!
but i alr dunno wat to say(?)talk to you alr.
you also dun bother to talk to me again alr
;ccccccccccccccccccccccc
i'm such a failurefailureFAILURE;!
iloveyou;! seriously narhs ;c

hellnonono;!
noooooooooooooo;c
now i say,
i love,need,want you too;!
before it's too late;c
i'm notnotnot fit to be th one.
arghs,
but neither does _______.

i've got it right.
i knew that you'ld not come today;'C
sosososo sorryyyyy;!
i wan time to rewindddddddddddd.
tainlinBPGHS
watthefuckkkkkk!
y am i always th FRIEND?!
fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck!
now i say; I LOVE YOU.
can't imagine wat i'll be like if you didn't appear.
appearing in my life, making me confused.
you've got NONONO reaction,
NONONO expression;!
at least, tell me wat are you thinking about.
idk you, &yet i'm already so deeply in love with you.
i'm lyk a retard standing ther,
opening up th conversation w/o saying a single word.
staring at th screen.
&yet expecting an answer..
but i can't help it,
i'm not PERFECT enough;c

Luciferzz: yea lor;c hahas, okkay ;}
Lynn: hello back girl;! hahas x) thanks for tagging.! shall relink you soon ;}

xiangling: hahas; i scared ltr i forget marh;x
Eugene: yoyo x) tell zhenghui i bought th lollipop alr. LOLS;!
Wesley: lols; thanks ;)
Luciferzz: LOLS;! dun lie narhs naughty piggy xP
Wesley: arhem; hahas. thanks againnn x)

Lynn: thanks for inviting sister;!
Camilla: cause i'm a rubbish collector;! HOHOHO, jkjk x)
Luciferzz: now dhen u noe long tym nev come alr ;c hahas, mine also entertaining hor ;P
Camilla: arigatou taopokk;! ;33
Wesley: yea lor, but it's better dhen no tags xP
jiahui: hello;! ehs, wat's your link? heard th song? x)

yanqi: hahas, nth x)
Jessica: hi x) you too;!
xiaoyu: thanks lortttttttts;! ;33
xiaoyu: yes, hahas. i'm behindbehindbehind? lols.
netty: helloooooooooooo;!
xiangling: hahas,i'm behind you;! she's talking crapp;! hahas.
cristine: hahas, welcome x} you too;!
liya: alright babe x} shall relink asap;!
luciferzz: hahas, welcome lor. xP
Camilla: ;33 ily toooooooo;!
camilla: arghhhhhhhh;! i'm scared;x hahas.
ziying: alright x) here's my post. lols;!
jiamin: hello babe x)
wesley: hahas, thanks x)
Rihaaa: hahas, thanks babe;! imy too x}
eugeneshuaige: nehnehpok._. you love kaya;! hahas
ky: thanks bestie;! thankthankthanks x) shall find &punch you soon ;x