it's confusing
Thursday, July 31, 2008
 i can't prevent the tears from rolling down. But i faked a smile, preventing you from seeing my tears): i know your anwser already, it's just too obvious. --- i can't take it anymore. there's too many things happening at one go, i can't handle it):
you don't seemed to realised it, or did you? i just can't help it, but laughed at your stupid jokes even when i'm down. those jokes aren't for me, i know. unfortunately, the more i wanted to hate you, the more i fall into love with you. i just can't help it, why you?! because of you, my life's confused, my world upsidedown.): it's killing me inside when you tried making her laugh. i asked you, but you didn't bother answering me. but you gladly answers her when she asked. WHAT'S THIS?! i really can't take it anymore, i kept on crying &crying. the more i think about it, the more it hurts; the more i wanted leave this world. i simply can't forget the times alone with you. you were so sweet): i'm not like her, i can't talk face toface. how much i hope that you will know,): but it's just asmuchas how much i'm afraid that you'll know. i'm always faking a smile, afraid that i'll hurt the ganqing wib my friends, but i realli can't take it. so sometimes i chose to show my unhappyness but you guys dun seemed to like me showing my real feeling inside me. sometimes i showed attitude; i know &i'm sorry. but i just can't help it. whenever i showed my feelings, it becamed my fault. what should i do then? i can't even make a slightest mistake. i seriously don't like this but i know that i can't expect everyone to tolerate me. i want to diediediediediediedie!
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