broken,
Saturday, May 22, 2010
i was so happy t hear my phone ring,knowing tht it's a message from you.
i opened t message, and saw what i've never ever ever wanted t see. its a message tellin me tht im gona lose you.
couldnt believe my eyes, must be a joke, i kept telling myself. he must be drunk.
i re-read and re-read and re-read th message, hoping its just another chain message t trick me or whatever.
but it isnt.
you're leaving me.
11days. 12052010,0920.
i should have treasured those times..
i hate school, i hate exams, i hate teachers.
i hate teachers, they fucking think tht its for our own good.. and they assume, and they assume, and they assume. so do you think i still have t mood t study for my O's now? DONT assume wat you think is good for us.
this is lyk fucking th first time i cried for someone who left me. first time, no joke.
took up best fren, and went into th toilet. it's been soo long..
silly girl, thought you have th strongest sixth sense? why didnt you sense tht? fml.
i'll wait, lyk seriously. i love you, really really really do.
its jus lyk a sweet sweet dream. dream ended, tainlin woke up. back to where i am, who i was. gone.
how i wish i'll never wake up.
i love you.
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