deep down,
Thursday, September 23, 2010
I always said that i'll buy myself a house, and i'll be able to have all the freedom i've ever yearned for. The thought of it never fails to calm me down.But deep down, i know that everything will be different by then.
Everyone, Everything, Everyplace will be different. Even if it's just tomorrow.
No, not being able to go is only part of the reason why im all emotional.
Why is it that you will always remind me of things i dont want to be reminded of? Everybody make mistakes. Including me, but havent i proof to you enough that i'll turn over a new leaf?
maybe it's nothing to you, but i REALLY REALLY REALLY dont like to be reminded about it.
yea, im sensitive. but tell me who's not?
I choose not to remember.
I hate myself for those rash decisions i've made.
But its the past.
It has past..
yea its my fault, but i regretted!
and i super hate it whenever i have to turn them down.
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